It's over now.
No more being proud that I have a 90+ years old Great Grandma.
No more going over to Grand-uncle's house every national day to celebrate her birthday.
No more going over to his house during CNYs and shout into her right ear (because she couldn't really hear clearly).
No more hoping that she'll live past 100 years old.
I'm not thaaaat emo, but just kinda miss her already. The thought of all those is actually quite sad because it was like a tradition that we had every year.
Oh well, who says life is short? Life had been long for my Great Grandma and she died peacefully in her sleep.
Cremation today was quite heartrending as well. I cried not because I was sad of my Great Grandma's departure, but because I saw the weak side of my mum. She was totally breaking down and it's just such a depressing sight. She was telling me how she used to sleep with my Great Grandma every night till the night before she got married. And on the day she got married, my Great Grandma cried and cried. Hope my mum's fine now.
Speaking of death, I rmb one of the episodes on HIMYM. It's the episode where Marshall's dad passed away. And the theme was last words or smth like that. And Marshall kept trying to recall his dad's last words to him.
My point is, anybody can go anytime, and would you be proud that your last words to someone really close to you were things like "Go to hell" or "**** you" or things like that? Obviously not. So try as much as possible to say smth nice to your loved ones. I'm not a person who would say "I love you" to them, but the least I can do is to prevent unnecessary arguments as much as I can. You should too!